Archive for December, 2010

Traditionally we are supposed to come up with some resolutions at the start of the year, normally I don’t follow this  but this time I’m gonna!!!! I haven’t put much thought into it yet cos I still have time to think what I would like to change and more importantly which ones I can really follow through with. For example, if I had to put be a good person it just wouldn’t work. Instead I would have to put something like I will TRY to be, also how would I be able to measure it. Hmmm, every time I do something good for somebody , put a gold star on my secret chart?

Back to the drawing board.

Eternal Battle

Should I Be Good Or Bad this Year??


12 things I want for christmas

Posted: 23/12/2010 in Random

yeah so, the festive is on us and I suppose I need to buy presents and give them to the ones I love. That would be nice if I had not spent all my money already, but to be honest the money was well spent.

Here is the deal, I only wrote this post to annoy and irritate you,  the reader. Yes, you have another stalker. Be warned.

1st Day back!

Posted: 18/12/2010 in Random
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Today was my first day back at work after a month long hiatus. After such a long time of no work and all play I was rather looking forward to it. Things started pretty good, I had a sense of purpose again, my life made sense, I saw the light.

Ok no, rather the I saw the 200 or so emails and the huge mountain of paperwork waiting. God it’s good to be back.

What I feel like

What I feel like

They say that you are as old as you feel, and boy if that’s right then I’m god damn at least 65. You probably wouldn’t say that looking at my awesome supermodel body, long flowing locks of hair, and dashing brilliant smile….ok ok , just fucking around. I don’t really look like that but maybe something like that after a couple drinks and the beer goggles are on.

With Beer goggles on

But seriously I have concluded that the reason why I feel like a somewhat elder gentleman is my old crappy bed. Nice size but come on, you know you have a problem when your bed feels like a canoe/ hammock, Christ all I need is a paddle and I could have a nice enjoyable ride down the Mississippi river.

All is not lost though I will soon be moving to my new accommodation where hopefully they will have a brand new individual spring bed that you dream about. Yes I say, death to the crappy canoe bed!! I will look like the strapping youth instead of the hunchback of notre dame. 

What I feel like after 1 night

Yeah, it sounds unreal but it could be true. Next year will be my 30th birthday and that of course brings the perspective of what I have accomplished in my life so far. There have been ups and downs and I can honestly say that I have 2 regrets,  which would not have changed my life in a mind numbing different direction. 

I believe that cash doesn’t equal happiness, power doesn’t equal love and the list could go on….

What I’m coming to is this rat race we live in; its controls and manipulates us into thinking that unless we are in the 30% successful bracket we have not “made our way”.

Read this paragraph and see what you think?

Midlife crisis is a term coined in 1965 by Elliott Jaques and used in Western societies to describe a period of dramatic self-doubt that is felt by some individuals in the “middle years” or middle age of life, as a result of sensing the passing of their own youth and the imminence of their old age. Sometimes, a crisis can be triggered by transitions experienced in these years, such as extramarital affairs, andropause or menopause, the death of parents or other causes of grief, unemployment or underemployment, realizing that a job or career is hated but not knowing how else to earn an equivalent living, or children leaving home. The result may be a desire to make significant changes in core aspects of day-to-day life or situation, such as in career, work-life balance, marriage, romantic relationships, big-ticket expenditures, or physical appearance.

Damn it, doesn’t this apply to just about everybody who gives a shit about material possessions and doesn’t have the amount that they think is enough.

What a load of bullshit. Of course I’m gonna to change myself now……